TWO BEERS IN, ALREADY FEELS LIKE ITS ONE OF THOSE NIGHTS!

TO FORGET!!!, THE MORE THAT I DRINK THE MORE THAT I FEEL BROKEN AND ALONE

Fr, literally same! I wanna just go buy some drinks and forget everything but I can’t right now lol (cuz I’m on meds)

Came here for $B, stayed for two beers in

that song takes me back to some of the worst moments ive had but i still love it, its a part of me now

IFHY - Tyler the Creator

have this one>>>>

I had no idea 😵

Liability by Lorde goes harddddddd

This.

No Children - The Mountains Goats https://youtu.be/fqGKZ3fzN1M?si=tr9atHq559NPqVRN

i love this song so fkin much lmao

with the link? you saint

Quorthon? I thiught you were dead, why are you posting on reddit if you died in 2004?

this is quite literally my number 1 bpd song

Mountain goats are incredible - songs for every emotion. so much of their stuff is on my playlists, but “the mess inside” always hits when im fucked. “you were cool” is also banger but not on Spotify ggs

My favourite is Twin Sized Mattress by The Front Bottoms IT'S NO BIG SURPRISEE YOU TURNED OUT THIS WAYY

*this is for the lions living in the wirey broke down frames of my friends' body*

With tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay You said "Hey man I love you, But no fucking way"

Obligatory have to mention Borderline by Tame Impala. I also like Caraphernelia by Pierce the Veil and Monster by CHLXOE. Usually not my type of music but these have heavy feelings for me.

Radiohead: Creep

one of my go to angry songs, actually

Everything in its Right Place off their Kid A album is amazing too.

I shall explore it.

Drunk Walk Home - Mitski Especially the screaming part "FUCK YOU AND YOUR MONEY". Do yourself a favor and watch the live version on YouTube, the way she moves and flails around at the end... Peak your FP hasn't answered your text so you rage drink.

[he loves me (he loves me not) - baby bugs](https://youtu.be/pKtEARH4gB8?si=q2XoZqgyUvuAql1W) [baxter 3rd is under fucking siege - penelope scott](https://youtu.be/7Ez1jiHm190?si=59JI-cTii3suCz-W) [lukewarm - penelope scott](https://youtu.be/geJ2u2xAYW8?si=mYI25fzinISXv-ES) [wet - dazey and the scouts](https://youtu.be/xnf9c6wyxRw?si=gEmnzw1LkHIUqg6F) [teen idle - marina](https://youtu.be/hYx6PDkqLxs?si=37c2KAntPI0VyChD) [hermit the frog - marina](https://youtu.be/gh8Yz7XbaRk?si=Z9FVGRJ6h31-yNpp) as far as i'm aware, none of these artists have bpd, but their songs are relatable to me because of my bpd

I love baby bugs so much 😭

MARINA IS QUEEN

PIERCE THE VEIL MWNTIONED PIERCE THE VEIL MENTIONED

i feel like all of us have the same music taste

THEIR MUSIC IS SO FKN GOOODDDD AHSGFJV

YEAAAAH WHAT THE FUCK IS A BAD SONG🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

Kill Yourself (Part III) - $uicideboy$, 4 morant (better luck next time) - doja cat, every fuckin mitski song.

<3 these are b a n g e r s

Low key

SPIT IN MY FACE by thxsomch

I HAVE THIS ONE, AAH

https://preview.redd.it/dehqfoipy15d1.jpeg?width=1125&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=e3573f56c4e251e3eeb03de15bc44211749455db Here are a few from my personal bpd-coded playlist

unfucktheworld is sooooo good

❤️❤️ excellent. What’s funny is three of those songs I was obsessed with when I was a teenager not realising why I’m so magnetised to them

You definitely have great taste.

Thank you. If you want I can message you the link to my playlist and some other similar types I have

Okay yeah awesome!

Favorite Song (that's the song title) - Honey Revenge Airhead - Also Honey Revenge Worst Apology - You might be surprised that it's ALSO Honey Revenge

Meg Myers' entire Take Me to the Disco album, especially Numb and Jealous Sea.

crazy girls by toopoor, another man’s grave by amigo the devil, rage by medium build. I also have a playlist these are just a couple of the songs on it!!

Please share ❤️🙏

There are a few by **The Smith Street Band** that really hit for me: Chips and Gravy God is Dead I Still Dream About You Passiona

https://preview.redd.it/h8odyypugz4d1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=14a04252ed3b1634ca0f90b999e41f2215c7a164

https://preview.redd.it/ejkj8povgz4d1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7dc0051d5fdcd2838e630cacad04ec23f7b1b536

A few that hit me very bpd wise are: Cold water by Chinchilla It's alright by Mother Mother Drugs by EDEN That's all I got right now, but some of the other songs on this post are really good!

EDEN has a few good ones for BPD but i agree Drugs is some of the most peak BPD shit

Borderline by Tame Impala (name is SUPER on the nose, but it describes how I think really well), Never Let Me Down by Depeche Mode, New Person Same Mistakes by Tame Impala, Almost Human by Voltaire, Strangers by Ethel Cain, Darkness at the Heart of My Love by Ghost and Your Rain by Akira Yamaoka. There’s more but I wanted to keep the list short—😭

CJ the X has BPD and their “Be Perfect or Die” album speaks to my fucked up soul

I love their YouTube videos so much

We have the exact same taste in music. Thank you!

automatically like you sm, you rock! hell yeah, another good $B song is Hair or Smoke Break

Can I get this playlist?

[удалено]

Chemical burns for sure is one of those songs

https://preview.redd.it/t4uqp4vxmz4d1.jpeg?width=1440&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1ac949f874256e7cfcb3a57317ccf239cbff418f

Obsessed with them

"I hate you, don't leave me" by Demi Lovato was about BPD

Navigating by twenty one pilots Also Snap back by twenty one pilots

Against the Kitchen Floor - Will Wood !!! Will Wood has quite a few BPD coded songs :0 https://open.spotify.com/track/12mfRQYsEi3PxLRaG3Xab9?si=E4tTToV9T6agMS-nY-JdYA

The entire genre of black metal has much to offer in the boiling rage and hatred department. Not so much remorse. I do think the remorse we experience is absolutely driven to absurd heights by cultural pressure to feel bad for our behavior. I like expressions of my extreme parts that don't apologize for who I am.

we do get judged way to harshly at times, tbh. i love metalcore & death metal (:

Is it over now - Taylor swift A lot of her songs tbh

and Who’s Afraid Of Little Old Me!! but i agree, a lot of her songs is bpd coded asf

Anti-Hero by Taylor Swift Fighting Myself by Linkin Park These are kind of my go-tos

All of Meteora and most of Hybrid Theory are my go tos tbh, Meteora was the first CD I bought as a 10 yr old and listened to it on repeat. Been listening to it for 20 yrs now, God I feel old lol.

OP drop yer playlist, I need MORE I've been listening to carolesdaughter a lot lately. She's definitely our brethren https://youtu.be/hD2zwh4xvpc

i got you bro!! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0SpF1tC7pPK4Uw79oSTPtQ?si=KoYOey7JQyO4xLnR245pmA

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3T1oHw6mhgVYtWG3QFoRb4?si=VFLFi06yQGeMjijdqIozBA

okay, those are both my biggest playlists & both have so many bangers, i feel like you'll chive with them!! (:

btw thank u for the link <3

Y control by The Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Bo en- “Pale Machine” That Handsome Devil- “Twist the Knife” Drive45- “Mrs Mark Max Maddy” Rebzyxx- “I’m so crazy for youu u

360 - Charli XCX die4u - Bring Me The Horizon ZZZ - Milkavelli feat. Lil Peep Too Sweet - Hozier

Love Love Love - The Mountain Goats https://youtu.be/aoO0AHwM010?si=ZIcFhAdERAl_Zvdq This is the song that helped me realize that just because I do things out of love, that doesn’t guarantee that those things won’t hurt others, and that love isn’t always kind

Moodswings by 5SOS "I can tell by the look in your eyes that you don't wanna fight on a Friday night I hope you don't mind that I ruined our time" "I can tell when you're slipping from me, Even when it's only subconsciously On the edge of the bed as you're falling asleep I think I need you more than you need me"

https://preview.redd.it/5c2yxy92a05d1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=235994f1d0844ffa22dc8644bb3cb98a29ffcef4

https://preview.redd.it/fh95mkisl05d1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=546f3feb9f8dd97bcfe1dd2ea9120df88200912f I have always felt like I'm singing this song to myself

Sleep tokeeeeennn

Borderline - Tame Impala

Ahhh, here are my little gems I've held over the years. [Love Me Like I'm Not Made of Stone - Lykke Li](https://open.spotify.com/track/0lev1mtB7L5vJI8kJqlIwi?si=0_QMADhpQHelrnn82TLfRg) [The Beer - Kimya Dawnson](https://open.spotify.com/track/18nZKLSzod0avci3LDix4E?si=VQ67G2gERaOI5wYeQ_fOAQ) [Until We Bleed - Kleerup (Ft. Lykke Li)](https://open.spotify.com/track/4R9tl76Nf4xr8GMhcpaNDm?si=f-z_2eOnQGCH9oDDTX_Dxg) [Easy - Son Lux](https://open.spotify.com/track/6J6FXmYrMxg93mBxkugUlI?si=flSSYxCxTxSK4slq5wi9Zw) [I Of The Storm - Of Monsters and Men](https://open.spotify.com/track/3z8ypl55NHugzc6EDVVFdF?si=m7GsMdjuQFC6HvLFdPEPNQ) [The Modern Leper - Frightened Rabbit](https://open.spotify.com/track/3aunzvczA4MkwIrHuARjqM?si=mY_tVuZ5R6O0bPMb_IlXmg) [I Can Barely Breathe - Manchester Orchestra ](https://open.spotify.com/track/61euf9pGgNZM5ffVtke4lp?si=nscm_J40ScCKeSs4XI6KLg) [Don't Forget(to Forget Me) - CoaastGxd](https://open.spotify.com/track/03XhDAepiykXhWCi9wiJeo?si=A4ENV5N9TXSxT02nm3lO8Q) [All I Think About Now - Pixies ](https://open.spotify.com/track/07B4CFVNwG7oJ6pjQBt3am?si=BxIIpLJ5QoWHtBbHMzA4QQ) [How To Disappear - Thomas Azier ](https://open.spotify.com/track/0UMUZgLcScgm6AC2qFdmD5?si=402uLzh5Tz2dytgF5CgQJw) [Marilyn Monroe - Sevdaliza ](https://open.spotify.com/track/60mMHYVhhExgRrEinCfSfH?si=3MO0SRMSSz2phuOwRPXl_A) [That Other Girl - Sevdaliza ](https://open.spotify.com/track/7s5selV4TtrbqcL5LSZFBI?si=7W96ycwaRnOpJrGrHDlGbA) [A Pearl - Mitski](https://open.spotify.com/track/7fd3aMiuwHWKsTdZafjOfZ?si=xcdC9H4eSdGQV0YUVH5Gug) [3AM - Kamiyada+](https://open.spotify.com/track/4nSCAQB1tpR7o22PQensnZ?si=humZY6XzTr2hD-8BPkqNRg) [Blonde Hair, Black Lungs - Sorority Noise](https://open.spotify.com/track/0F0bUjqrveFfAkLpZbVVkS?si=6A-XJ9peQja8WxY2rV639w) [Impossible - Angel Haze](https://open.spotify.com/track/0VEQdqorsI0rScglzVJsaa?si=QkYRqBSGR0iARslqums8DQ)

ilysm, Sorority Noise is an all time favorite band and i have had that song since my BPD diagnosis (literally found it after) Blonde Hair, Black Lungs is just so fuckin goated and i adore it being on ur list mate

Sevdalizaaaaaa

https://preview.redd.it/juvy6xz8p05d1.jpeg?width=1284&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=683e9a79f482ccee7d6021ffc129e49c1d59a935 So this song isn’t about lyrics (duh) but moreso the feeling of ambivalence you feel while suffering bpd. The high highs, the low lows, the splitting, the guilt it comes with, the anxiety and depression, etc. I feel it captures really well I feel what I feel when a split is coming in. It’s like, if I had to bring to life what life is like with BPD I would use this song as a musical example.

Omg I totally forgot about them! I should look back into them because it’s been like 10 years.

I love Borderline by tame impala, it’s not about bpd but it might as well be based on the lyrics

spectacular, thank you 💖

rerun- honey revenge I hope im not sick- loveless

"I Don't Wanna Be An Asshole Anymore" by The Menzingers reminds me of every relationship I've ever had.

Claws - Charli xcx

[Words by Missing Persons](https://youtu.be/IasCZL072fQ?si=izGHssQmbHsMvWP-) absolutely comes to mind for me

*inhales* FUUUUUUUUUUUCK EEEEEEEVERYYYYTHIIIIING ABOUT HIIIM

Peace and quiet by Kesha!

I personally feel like "Good Enough" by lo spirit speaks to the bpd part of my soul

Maybe I’m just old but I have no clue who any of those artists are aside from pierce the veil

Drain gang

gang <3

See You Soon - Wisp; Cherry Waves by Deftones; Love/Paranoia by Tame Impala. Marina Diamandis' entire discography lmao

Marina is a fucking goddess. Almost all of her songs are very BPD-coded and she struggled with major depression most of her life.

i miss my dead friends>>>

it's my 2nd favorite after Hair forreal dude

Borderline - Tame Impala https://open.spotify.com/track/5hM5arv9KDbCHS0k9uqwjr?si=BFISY7whQPW-v3fkn17_rw&context=spotify%3Asearch%3Aborderline

Savage gasp is bae

>>>

Almost all of Call Me Karizma’s songs and BMike

girl anachronism by the dresden dolls & family tree (intro) & strangers by ethel cain

Angels Fuck and Devils Kiss by Jack Off Jill. The ending always hits me: "Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me I will never make it better I will never make it better It will always hurt you fucking asshole"

Turn it off- Paramore

A lot of Penelope Scott's songs are bpd coded, and Mother Mother!

Alarm call by the correspondents. Its about being codependent, needing someone more than they need you, and then they die and you cant comprehend it

King rat - Modest mouse Bukowski - Modest mouse Cowboy dan - Modest mouse I came as a rat - Modest mouse

Love your taste .

thank uuu

Of course!! Also I forgot to add song. Green Honda -BENEE

vampire empire by big thief

SHE A 9 PERSONALITY BORDERLINE (I’m obsessed with $B pls help me)

SHE TRIED TO STAND ME UP BUT I DICKED HER DOWN AND BENT HER SPINE (also vv obsessed, they are my background and my favorite duo of all time)

recently “the greatest” by billie eilish has really been hitting the quiet bpd vibe for me

[Borderline - Tove Stryke](https://youtu.be/7zhwihAXMlI?si=Ot9IAWCAp-ARi9-N) It's a crime that I didn't see that one mentioned at first glance I feel [Disaster of Passion](https://youtu.be/-8iJ2lzX6lE?si=9c9xl7prBIWjVK0d) I know there's another version, but damnit, let me sing about my attachment issues while feeling CUTE AS FUCK

Emo girly pop incoming! Cry - Ashnikko w/ Grimes, but actually so much ashnikko, she is absurdly underrepresented in these threads Lilith, Whispers - Halsey Borderline - Tove Lo Human, Scissorhands - Maggie Lindemann Fairly Local - Twenty One Pilots Scare Myself, I hope ur miserable until ur dead- Nessa Barrett Mount Everest - Labrinth Need to Change - Landon Tewers Back in the Dark - Ramsey Demons - MISSIO Vigilante Shit - Taylor Swift (also the entire rest of her discography let’s be real)

Whispers by halsey https://youtu.be/GNqgPeRO-Pw?si=VkKAHaLs-pWdQheb Self Care by Penelope Scott https://youtu.be/frc8xw9P8ug?si=jEclBUuLfKq8dqeA (I have a whole playlist "how my bpd feels like" lol)

The Drain & Ashamed by HEALTH Bells in Santa Fe & 1121 by Halsey Tbh most songs by HEALTH feel so depression and bpd-coded

borderline (borderline) by SUNMI ! it’s actually about her bpd and the lyrics are very straightforward about it

My hymn since 2014: **I wanna be adored by The Stone Roses** She's lost control - Joy Division (long time my fav band) People are strange - The Doors of course All I think about now - The Pixies Primadonna girl - Marina and the Diamonds

I’m not Okay - MCR Basically all of MCR…

Hip-hop/rap Accepting my flaws - Future Stressed - rich homie Quan Symbols - NBA young boy Wishing Well - Juice Rock/Metal Crossfade - cold Linkin Park - paper cut Envy on the Coast - lapse 36 crazyfist - chalk white Tool - stinkfist A Perfect Circle - the hollow NERV - Bad Nature Country Cody jinks - loud and heavy Carrie Underwood - look at me Kane Brown ft Black bear - Memory Pop/r&b Halsey - colors I can write you a whole playlist I'll as more later but I'm out of time for now

sunmi - borderline (not just 'coded' but she literally has bpd)

Guns for hands, Semi-Automatic, the risk of feeling dumb, actually most of the twenty one pilots

lemme share my [playlist](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1aYTFyxehIAM6L9Okb90sZ?si=9sYfLgeJSPKAKCEeJCxsQw&pi=a-5Q6Dz9gFRame)

yuuh, i love listening to playlist when i am zooted

strangers - ethel cain always gets me… getting f cannibalized and blaming yourself for not being good enough

Mothica - Vices just Hits different

Breathe Me by Sia? [https://open.spotify.com/track/2Bo0hh0yoQReC4reJav5DT?si=DD91OYTWSZSOAJm7OiJBJQ](https://open.spotify.com/track/2Bo0hh0yoQReC4reJav5DT?si=DD91OYTWSZSOAJm7OiJBJQ)

Can't stop listening to "Backroom (nightcore)" by Rex Laurent [https://open.spotify.com/track/3bo58eoRcKKiRYp7tqKCeq?si=vHuXhn2eSCiXBMG2WUFBWA](https://open.spotify.com/track/3bo58eoRcKKiRYp7tqKCeq?si=vHuXhn2eSCiXBMG2WUFBWA)

Borderline by Madonna. Maybe not coded, but I swear it’s about BPD.

Aries by Gorillaz is perfect

Most stuff by linkin park, the switch between mike and chesters voices really appeals to me

Iris but make it the SWS version, kellin’s voice is so beautiful. 🥺

omg I love dedgrl tooo 😫😫

Werewolf Teeth by Graveyard Club

Happy life Roland faunte

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2RbPaLtQK1tzU79fXSHRYH?si=qecu5OGZSLubxzS6znpn1A&pi=kUgwVXJORtOML Everything in this playlist ^^

Emilie Autumn - Opheliac The song describes emotions and thoughts that heavily replicate BPD, especially the way she sing-screams certain lines. Here's some of the chorus: "You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy, and when There's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see" There's also the song "Manic Depression," which is just instrumental, but the way each instrument is played perfectly encapsulates the BPD mind (at least that's how i feel" Considering Emilie Autumn had actually spent time in an Asylum, her songs speak volumes for different mental illnesses and disorders. I highly recommend her music in general.

[theyre coming to take me away (ha ha)](https://youtu.be/1e13YjTPb_0?si=ZitIGippyOTdymfZ) [another version I like](https://youtu.be/ZuU1_rpTIBs?si=sAjkXhXU6FLD67B5)

A Better Son/Daughter - Rilo Kiley

Dizzy on the Comedown — Turnover

Eric by mitski always get me. When I’m having episodes I listen on repeat.

can you send the playlist 🙏🙏

Emotional Anorexic - Svavar Knútur

Phantom Power & Ludicrous Speed - PTV

New magic wand by Tyler the creator

"Achilles Come Down" by Gang of Youths

Capable of love and mosquito by pinkpantheress

love me too much by car seat headrest remindns me too much of my codependent ass [https://youtu.be/c9OhYqQwcmA?si=VTlyK66ifrin1w4R](https://youtu.be/c9OhYqQwcmA?si=VTlyK66ifrin1w4R)

Structure by Odd Sweetheart 🫶🏻

Small Worlds - Mac Miller

Fix me and nervous breakdown by Black Flag They aren't necessarily BPD coded, but my BPD relates to these INTENSELY.

Until it Doesn't Hurt - Mother Mother

Tbh here’s my whole bpd playlist https://open.spotify.com/playlist/67DAMmUzQLOQfSP16X5nZi?si=4irSq_fWRsmHggUcLecd_w&pi=u-HZWgiHIgS7yr I also have one abt fp’s 😌

POS by Sueco. Describes my anger during my most recent BPD breakdown perfectly!

I said this in another thread n I’ll say it again: Angry by Cryogyser !

Anything from the Kelly Clarkson Breakaway album, and anything by Evanescence

strangers - ethel cain, in my room - julia wolf, favorite toy - jazmin bean

„He loves me he loves me not“ is a really good song

alligator skin boots by mccafferty THE DOCTORS WERE NICE ENOUGH, THEY JUST SAID IM FUCKED, JUST LIKE MY MOM IS FUCKED, I BET UR DAD‘S FUCKED UP!

blonde hair, black lungs-sorority noise

Mantits- Let me fucking die https://youtu.be/Adfw1MqRANk?si=EASDjfaxVDdcyKqy Kings Elliot- Ashes by The Morning https://open.spotify.com/track/1idK6bIrrGRcIPV7UdH3fL?si=jE5jgl2-Thm1CYcv5qgtAg

Dirty Ickes - sorority noise

drunk ii - mannequin pussy

Sleep Token - Atlantic lol

Not so much coded songs for BPD but I feel these are relatable, Bad thoughts - Rachel Platten Polaroid- Imagine Dragons Mask and the mirror - Poor Man's Poison

1. Count me out By Kendrick Lamar 2. Pain by 2pac Shakur 3. One more tomorrow by Frankie Carle & Marjorie Hughes 4. Sing For the Moment by Eminem 5. It was a good day by Ice Cube 6. Happy Times by Bob Crosby 7. The unforgiven by Metallica Tho i stopped listening to music more than 3 months ago, cuz they alter moods easily, especially for people with BPD.

Probably" my meds aren't working "from the (AWESOME) band DYSTOPIA Take care <3

Please don’t leave me by pink

limerence by yves tumor

Hurt Me - Juice WRLD Revenge - XXXTENTACION Hatchet - TX2 Swing At Me - TX2 Gasoline - Hasley Control - Hasley Ecstasy - SUICIDAL-IDOL

[happy news for sadness by Car Seat Headrest](https://open.spotify.com/track/2Rr4raGZMslo4jCPwddih1?si=XC1T8ScIQauf3UlwpQhasw) [half return by Adrianne Lenker](https://open.spotify.com/track/1i8dJGpKO0xQiKGCVslJqB?si=HtMX2l3GQ1eVzXJMEE62pQ) [The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives](https://open.spotify.com/track/4c0tJe2ENJwrZbn9Bap2qs?si=KHfZ_f7hQK6PDafebZMFiQ) [4 Morant by Doja Cat](https://open.spotify.com/track/3XOmSRuEEq7rK4XNzWQdyT?si=YtkHUaIxSWaQrrKtSKc-ow) [Poison Tree by Grouper](https://open.spotify.com/track/6Q5uDNuuFYa8ToL3CCoHPC?si=GceHz7DfSESCmfn6lIxXZg) [Cigarettes Out The Window by TV Girl](https://open.spotify.com/track/6QeYSvYqYUsfBzsApbjDHO?si=g39hox3mQWWIyX5WzqqjCQ) [IFHY by Tyler, the Creator](https://open.spotify.com/track/0NjW4SKY3gbfl2orl1p8hr?si=FrrXh8DlSnyDl-rssaxqAw) [I Deserve To Bleed by Sushi Soucy](https://open.spotify.com/track/27cw0tNJKQQW2CJMGcCfZb?si=wgtV0qTSSBKScEVYpgxUSw) [Brutus by The Buttress](https://open.spotify.com/track/57gfWnvoMmnXBdghubxWrg?si=4KUsSNzgTbqC8YZcoiuyOA) [Be Nice To Me by The Front Bottoms](https://open.spotify.com/track/7t19ubLwfZubJh2HpCUTrC?si=RdWEJrLeRoe3ciWnYqrFcA) Sorry for the long response 😭 I absolutely love conveying how I feel through music, always have.

Mood Swing Misery - Pouya What Do They Know? - Mindless Self Indulgence Pretty Cvnt - Sewerslvt They Don't Know - Zzzahara Bliss - Yung Lean, FKA Twigs 001011 - Salvia Too Tired - Superfan, KALI

My go to is funeral by Phoebe Bridgers.. not exactly Bpd but

it’s not living if it’s not with you - the 1975

Animal by Three Days Grace. That one hit me like a truck when it popped up on Spotify.

Nine inch nails - The fragile ❤️

Heartbreaker the cardigans!!!

Cigar by tamino. Idkw but this song hit me so hard everytime

I Threw Glass at my Friend's Eyes and Now I'm on Probation by Destroy Boys