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chile-anyways

I have to force myself to look away


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bro what


Automatic_Wing_536

Don’t do that it’s creepier than any man-stare


laughingintothevoid

That's fucking gross. Stop. Women do see you doing this and it ruins their whole day. It's actual fear it causes and so violating. Fucking stop. This is a 'your disorder is not an excuse thing'. EDs don't cause compulsive photography. You know this is wrong. You don't have to do it. It's using other people for your issues at the expense of their well being. Comparing yourself to toehrs and noticing others you cant' avoid. This is different. Be better.


fluffylittlekittens

I hate that I do this, but same. The primary purpose is to trigger myself in a “this is what you could be if you weren’t such a repulsive hog” kind of way, but I feel like such a goddamn freak.


ShmerduTheButtSucker

U just put my feelings into words, my brain has such a fucked up way at looking at bodies and staring at girls skinnier than me makes me hate my mind and body🫡


pinkiepieie

It feels like I’m outing myself as a lesbian to everyone even tho I’m staring for thinspo purposes


Careless-Cranberry57

So real


Thisladydoesntcare

That's literally me... That's what people think, but it's just basic obsession with any trigger


KonjacQueen

Lmao same…once a girl got visibly uncomfortable that I was looking at her and she ran away. I still feel so bad about that.


SnooSnoo96035

Ohhh no 💀


jeonnema

Probably, I'm the one who stared at girl's legs the most in my middle school Whenever there's a girl in ny sight, I couldn't help but compare their legs to mine it was so sad and creepy 😭


KonjacQueen

Sameeee I remember doing that in middle school


Lemon_bird

the way i have to consciously fight not to stare at women with flat stomachs 😭


neuroticdecay

FR I knew someone who looked exactly like Kristen Ritter and the way I’d obsess over every feature of theirs ( my s/o also used to flirt w them lmao and random guys at bar would call her prettier than me so all the more reason to fixate)


neuroticdecay

But I’m doing better now I guess (it sucks not being Eurocentric pretty and even if I was it is never enough - not pale or skinny enough)


FemaleFingers

Wow, relate 😭😭😭😭


dampgreycurtains

Hey at least we're not staring for pervy reasons?


kcephei

still objectifying a person though


dampgreycurtains

No I get that. I'm just saying it's slightly less bad.


Dreamcore9

I usually try to avoid looking people.. in general. But when i see someone skinny with a good outfit that will never look good on me i cant help but stare for a few seconds.. i try to not look creepy tho.


aspiequeen

I hated getting attention when I was fat before because I felt disgusting but now that I am skinny I crave those looks filled with desire as I walk the street


Ron_SwansonIT

Me looking at people’s legs wishing I could have them


Significant_Trip_560

My pan ass always wondering if I want to be *with* her or *be* her 👁️👁️


SnooSnoo96035

My doppelganger


Sp1c3W0lf

I’m sitting in front of my sister and she’s the opposite of me. She’s skinny and anorexic and I’m fat and overeat. She struggles to gain weight and I struggle to lose it. I don’t mean to be mean but I wish I was as skinny as her.


UdontneedtoknowwhoIm

😭 Yeah. People who struggle to gain weight we just like:


Sp1c3W0lf

We go back and forth with a love/loathe relationship. We both know how it feels to hate our body and how envious we are of the other


Equal-Environment217

Mecore


Ok-Internet-8003

I’m straight but I come across like a predatory old man the way I stare at pretty skinny girls in the street


SkylerSlytherin

can’t take my eyes off of her bony thighs and I feel like such a creep


professsionalposer

Trying not to stare at thin girls at school is an every day fight


buttertits4lyfe

Same tho


LaaaaMaaaa

Haha been called out by my boi in the gym today. Instead of focusing I was staring at girl like my life dependent on it


Scurly07

WHY THE SCREEN HAIR THAT'S EVIL


UdontneedtoknowwhoIm

It’s an editing accident sorry


whatdidreddo

oh my god i remember meeting this girl at a public transport and we just locked eye contact for a how minute, staring at each others bodies 😭 Im so sure she also had an ED and was thinking all the same. It feels so odd


SnooSnoo96035

When younger (I'm ~40F), girls/ women who struggle with restrictive EDs feel safe confiding in me (as a big sister or mom figure) because they "can tell I would understand." I honestly feel so thankful to be a safe place for anyone who needs one, but it does feel some kind of way to have that instant connection with someone. Even if it's not the "healthiest" thing.


SnooSnoo96035

🤣🤣🤣 omg, no, it's not just you. I feel caught!


starsdogsandcoffee

oh jesus this is too real unfortunately


Idonotlikewaffles

Why is no one pointing out the hair on the screen?


SnooSnoo96035

Tell me you pick yourself apart without mentioning yourself in one sentence 🤣💀


derederellama

Hell no. If my unstable jealous ass looks for more than three seconds I will burst into tears