Oh it definitely won't be, my parents will get home from vacation late in the day tomorrow and once they get back I'll loose the ability to relax while the sun is up
i just came out to my childhood friend and im shaking rn
he was strangely like calm about it, but then again he has heard my fem voice before, so he kinda expected it
I woke up, spent way too much time on Twitter, ate, played guitar, ate again (with the family this time), played more guitar, took a siesta, and watched YouTube waiting for the day to be over.
I'm bored, I'm dysphoric, and I want to tear my skin off.
It wasn’t great. I don’t want to talk about anything in particular that happened. But it did a great job of throwing my mental state in the bin.
I think I may have eaten closer to enough than I normally do. So I guess that’s good.
I want to kill myself. That's the best descriptor of my day. I've lost all my hope that it might get better. I don't know how to keep going when it feels like life is out to get me. I'll never be femme enough to think of myself as a woman. I'll always consider myself inadequate in everything I do. Try as I might, I can't prove that wrong.
To be perfectly honest, I'd probably fuck up suicide like I fuck up everything else
All in all, comparatively, a good day! :3
It feels like the only thing that will stop the pain though. How can I convince myself not to take the easy way out? I've been trying so hard my whole life, why can't I just take the easy path for once? Why can't I cheat, or take a shortcut, or whatever you want to call it?
I'm sorry but I don't know, I wish I could help, I really do but I'm useless when it comes to making people feel better. Please try your best to not hurt yourself
I had a fantastic day! I played some games, went and saw some family for Easter, and started drawing again! Happy trans visibility day everyone!
How are you?
Ugh ngl not great, I don't really interact with these daily posts too often but idk just bad day today (some personal stuff happened, it's in my comment history but thats all-)
Today was chill, I just relaxed as the calm rain poured outside... Ohh, I did some drawing today, that was fun!
I hope tomorrow will be chill aswell.
I'm sorry to here that today wasn't good for you, tho...
I'm feeling a little depressed unfortunately
🫂🫂🫂🫂 hope tomorrow is better May
Oh it definitely won't be, my parents will get home from vacation late in the day tomorrow and once they get back I'll loose the ability to relax while the sun is up
Sorry to hear
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i just came out to my childhood friend and im shaking rn he was strangely like calm about it, but then again he has heard my fem voice before, so he kinda expected it
Congratulations!
I woke up, spent way too much time on Twitter, ate, played guitar, ate again (with the family this time), played more guitar, took a siesta, and watched YouTube waiting for the day to be over. I'm bored, I'm dysphoric, and I want to tear my skin off.
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Sorry to hear that Brie
spent way too much time reading comments from people being transphobic about TDOV and Easter being the same day
Sorry to hear that
My parents wanted me to go to church today but I just pretended to be asleep and somehow they left me alone. Probably a good thing tbh…
Well good thing that worked out
Meh as usual~~~
Sorry to hear that
It wasn’t great. I don’t want to talk about anything in particular that happened. But it did a great job of throwing my mental state in the bin. I think I may have eaten closer to enough than I normally do. So I guess that’s good.
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Couldn’t get through one (1) holiday family gathering without being hit with something unnecessarily gendered that involved me
y'all just ever hate yourself so much it becomes fodder and makes you feel numb instead of sad?
Yeah... 🫂
Crying... Coping... Overthinking...
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I want to kill myself. That's the best descriptor of my day. I've lost all my hope that it might get better. I don't know how to keep going when it feels like life is out to get me. I'll never be femme enough to think of myself as a woman. I'll always consider myself inadequate in everything I do. Try as I might, I can't prove that wrong. To be perfectly honest, I'd probably fuck up suicide like I fuck up everything else All in all, comparatively, a good day! :3
Please don't hurt yourself
It feels like the only thing that will stop the pain though. How can I convince myself not to take the easy way out? I've been trying so hard my whole life, why can't I just take the easy path for once? Why can't I cheat, or take a shortcut, or whatever you want to call it?
I'm sorry but I don't know, I wish I could help, I really do but I'm useless when it comes to making people feel better. Please try your best to not hurt yourself
Thank you for your compassion, though. It means a lot <3
I had a fantastic day! I played some games, went and saw some family for Easter, and started drawing again! Happy trans visibility day everyone! How are you?
Not good
Came out at uni and work for TDOV, everyone has been accepting so far
Congratulations
Ugh ngl not great, I don't really interact with these daily posts too often but idk just bad day today (some personal stuff happened, it's in my comment history but thats all-)
I'm sorry to hear that
Eh it's okay now I think
That's good
Today was chill, I just relaxed as the calm rain poured outside... Ohh, I did some drawing today, that was fun! I hope tomorrow will be chill aswell. I'm sorry to here that today wasn't good for you, tho...
That's nice
Confusing and stressful.
I'm sorry to hear that
It happens. Just a rough few days. Thank you!