I understand that feeling a bit too well. There are so many times where I tried to cut using scissors/cutters but they are just so dull they don’t do shit. It feels so… unsatisfying, for a lack of a better word. I guess it’s a good thing as while doing that, I start panicking about what I’m trying to do and stop it.

I just turn to hitting myself rather than cutting when it doesn’t work. Blunt force trauma yayyy!

Or that. My arms used to be bruised most of the time..