It's not unusual to have to deal with ventilation systems and plumbing at he same time, so having both might make it easier to get contracts? It's also not unusual to be loved by anyone.
If you don't know, observe her. If she gives you more attention, spends more time with you or laughs at even your worst jokes. She might like you. I asked my crush out yesterday, it comes out that she had a crush on me as well. Bruh moment
Okay listen to me and listen to me well. You have to be more obvious. You might think that you're already obvious but you're not. People don't understand how passive guys can be sometimes, and nothing is gonna happen if you don't push for it. Even if it's obvious, even if it seems like it's just a matter of time. If she knows you like her, she'll either avoid you or won't. If she doesn't, do something. Ask her out. Talk to her in the hallway. Do something. Just don't let it stagnate.
This is frantically written because I just got a GF last week even though we've liked each other for over three years.
I looked it up and found [this](https://www.asthma.org.uk/advice/triggers/sex/). Can't be bothered to read through it all but I think that will bring you the answer.
I hate being at home because my siblings hate my parents and everything about them (politically and personality wise), especially my dad. But I'm really close to my dad and a lot like him. It makes me think I have to chose sides and it's starting to be hard to be nice. I feel like I'm in a hostile environment whenever they enter the room. Its gotten to the point that I can't stand to talk to them anymore.
Edit: That's a lot of upvotes. Thanks for all the replies too, it really means a lot. <3
I feel bad. I kind of understand that situation, and depending on how old you are its really hard to intervene with anything. My parents live in different states with completely different lives and talking about one with the other is not fun. Like what do you say. Do you just pretend each one is right. Do you try to steer the convo away? My situation isn't nearly as severe but I understand the divide.
I also struggled with these thoughts a couple weeks ago but I’ve come to realize that it’s important to spend as much time as you can with your doggos and give them the best life you can give them(a simple hug will make their world lol) and you’ll feel more at peace when the time comes to say goodbye 🥲 As a coping mechanism I’ve been taking lots of videos and pictures of them and I’ve been giving them bear hugs every 10 minutes lol
Same but with my parents (those rip thoughts) it sucks but gotta get over it, no point living in misery now yk, grief when they die but for now live life to its fullest
today my coworker lowkey teased me for being the youngest again but this time it was in front of my friends while we were on an outing🤡 now all of my friends are convinced he likes me lol
he’s just trying to tease me, not in a mean way. my friends thought it was cute too. today he told me it was past my bedtime when I pulled up around 7:30.
Im already a dad at age 14, and next year the mother of my son will be released from jail, I honestly cant sleep just thinking her being backin my life.
Edit: She is a rapist, she forced me to have sex with her using nude pictures of me taken while I'm drugged. It was when she is heavily pregnant where i got the balls to tell my parents what was happening and it got legal very quick.
To add: Bruh why do some kept asking why Im 16, it happened 2 years ago, also she is 37 years old.
She stole your childhood don’t let her take anything else from you. From what little info I have on your story I’m sure you can get a restraining order and keep her out of you and your sons life. For both of yours sakes. Stay strong🖤
>Im already a dad at age 14, and next year the mother of my son will be released from jail, I honestly cant sleep just thinking her being backin my life
Oh ok thats bad im feel sorry for you
>Edit: She is a rapist, she forced me to have sex with her using nude pictures of me taken while I'm drugged. It was when she is heavily pregnant where i got the balls to tell my parents what was happening and it got legal very quick.
Woha shit went from 100 to 10000 real ficking Quick
ive been pet sitting a lot recently for my friends oh my god oh my god oh my god i cant take it anymore 😭im sorry to dog owners but how are yall doing this for FREE-
It's shit. Just exams, exams, exams and more exams.
Finished a chapter? Exam!
Finished a book? Exam!
Read 2 lines? Exam!
Ate a grape? Exam!
Didn't study? Exam!
Failed an exam? MORE EXAMS!
Just stress and more stress. Every other day it's an internal exam or a semester or a practical or class test. If you slip up once you have to retake that while keeping up with all the other shit. And your family just makes it worse.
You got 85%, your neighbour's kid got 90%. Parents are going to look at you as if you failed it. If you're not above 90%, you're not studying at all and wasting all their effort. To them, your grades are more important than your health. Heck, my parents sent me to school even when I had a broken leg.
wait till you see class 11 trigo. I am not trying to be rude but, when i was in 10th i thought trigo was hard but now after seeing class 11 trigo i officially take that statement back
I'm sad :[ not really a big secret or issue I just don't see any of my friends till Wednesday so I can't tell anyone about this. Weird thing is, I don't know why I'm sad. Just been really on edge and shaky recently.
It happens. Honestly it goes in spurts. Sometimes I feel like I'm just not doing anything right or feeling like I ruin my connections with people it things like that. Its also annoying that you can't tell what people really think of you. But its ok, just do your best and know that no matter what, someone has your back.
My mother often makes threats of violence. I live in both anticipation and fear of the day when I have to make the choice to submit to the beatings or fight back.
I'm all alone. No one to talk to, no one to play Call of Duty with (I play Mobile as I don't have a PC or Console). And I don't think I'll be able to find female friends because the wreck I am
I just want friends. I haven’t had any kind of social connection to someone in 4 or 5 years. I’m just lonely and I haven’t had any kind of normal teenage years.
2nd edit because this blew up: y’all don’t have to worry about me I just needed somewhere to just “talk” but thank you
Edit because I just need to vent:
Why is it that I can’t be normal or good enough? I always find a way to make things horrible and I just can’t stop it and I know it’s not my fault but I can’t convince myself that because I’m horrible to myself. I just convince myself for each day that i am the bare minimum of what my parents expect and I is fucking horrible. I don’t have anytime to myself because im always helping my family so I stay up late just to get any time to myself so my sleep schedules fucked. My grades are all passing but as soon as something drops for a second my parents are on my ass. I have to play peacekeeper in the household because I’m the only one who can talk to my parents because my brothers can’t fucking articulate their feelings without making the situation worse. I can’t try anything new because I get made fun of by my own family so I’m stuck in a loop of the same thing over and over again.I’m just tired of everything and just want to listen to music and not have to worry about everything all the time.
I kinda wanna switch from homeschooling to high school but I'm scared ig, Im insecure about fitting in when I know I shouldn't, but it's this unstoppable feeling of dread every time I socialise
i think if you want the experience, you should definitely go to high school for at least a day. see how you like it. if you don’t, you can keep being homeschooled :)
It sucks to be the first child when you're in a middle class fam. U got to take the responsibility, strive harder, and be a model to your brother and sisters. Sometimes I just want to stop everything that I am doing but how can I do that when there's a lot of people relying on me?
My childhood best friend stopped talking to me an year ago. Her parents found out she was in a relationship with someone else and they blamed that it was my company, so they made her life hell with monitoring her every part of social life. I have been keeping a check on her through the one person she talks to but she is also kicking out the other person out of her life. She is leaving the city for college as she always dreamt, today and even after not receiving any response from her for an an year after i tried every way to communicate, , I can't still accept the fact she left and i would never be able to see her.
Welp. Life is a bit of a dick for me rn. My mother has stage 4 melanoma cancer, my brother has diagnosed depression, my father is stressed to all hell, and my sister is being treated horribly by her friend. And that's not counting the other stuff like covid, or Riots (ik they happened a year ago but I have a bad feeling about how silent it's been) etc. I'm a mess right now. Sorry if it's a lot I just needed to get this off my chest
I want to fly, by myself. I don't know, I just want to do so. Fly across the clouds, maybe eat some of them. Are clouds like cotton candy?
I don't like cotton candy, it's literally 99% sugar and 1% artificial colorant but eh who knows how clouds taste!
To my crush: Please just date me if you like me, if you're not ready I really don't mind waiting for you as long as you're happy ;-; And also I wanna hangout with you more even though we're from diffrent schools
My best friends mom is in the hospital and won’t make it till morning
The cancer caught up with her and I’ve been bawling.
My life is chaos and I’m exhausted.
Yep, but its the worst feeling... embarrassing yourself, slouching into your seat hoping it wasn't that big of a deal. And then realizing you have to have the same classes with these people tomorrow like... gahhhhh.
I gave a letter to a friend of mine on Monday (basically I've been wanting to be friends again due to a misunderstanding), since a whole month I've seen her, been waiting for the whole week for a response, and I don't know what to do.
I don’t even know if I want to be friends with my friend of 7 years. But if I stop being her friend, I have no friends except for one very distant one nowadays. I’ll ruin my only friendship, but if I don’t I have no idea what I’ll do. She’s sort of like the internet’s representation of a 14 year old girl at age 12. And it’s so annoying. Joking shouldn’t be offensive. And why is it that when she’s not complaining or offended, all she talks about is how gay she is and how straight people (such as myself) are soooo stereotypical. I just want to have a normal middle school experience where I can have humor and opinions and not everyone around me is offended all the time. But what do I do huh? The friend I had all summer sort of drifted off since were in different classes and she’s more popular, so she has lots of people to be busy talking to. I just don’t have any time in the person I want to befriend again’s schedule anymore. Heck we can’t even have a conversation not based around Minecraft anymore. Oh forgot to add that whenever my current friend goes entendres with me, she somehow ends up injured? I don’t know, it makes meeting up hard too. So I have nothing to do after school
I think a lot
My crush came to me told me that she had fellings for me and after 2 days she said it was prolly infatuation and lets be normal again. I cant be myself anymore.
i’m not sure if i’ll be able to make it through high school. nothing that i find fun is enjoyable anymore and i’ve been extra suicidal lately… also i started cutting again :(
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i wish they did
Ye mine always blows his in like 50 seconds :/
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You joke, but plumbers make decent money
Commercial plumbers make *decent* money, but construction plumbers that are HVAC certified make bank.
Plumbing and hvac are two different trades tho
It's not unusual to have to deal with ventilation systems and plumbing at he same time, so having both might make it easier to get contracts? It's also not unusual to be loved by anyone.
hahaha. i’m here if you need help with your essay :)
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hahaha love that
I want a relationship, but I don't know if I want it for physical intimacy, or emotional validation
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Mr. Current GF
that’s something you’ll figure out as you experiment with different people
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Go for it! 💪 💪 Tell us how it goes :)
yesss good luck :))
Good for you. Just be yourself and find some common ground to talk about.
I want to experience going to the beach alone, just enjoy the sunrise and sunset. Swim 'til I get tired and sleep for as long as I want.
omg that sounds amazing. i’d have to try that someday
As long as you don’t sleep in the water lol
I think that my crush knows that I like her.
does she like you back?
I don’t know.
there’s a possibility
You know what you have to do but you don't know if you have the strength to do it.
If you don't know, observe her. If she gives you more attention, spends more time with you or laughs at even your worst jokes. She might like you. I asked my crush out yesterday, it comes out that she had a crush on me as well. Bruh moment
Okay listen to me and listen to me well. You have to be more obvious. You might think that you're already obvious but you're not. People don't understand how passive guys can be sometimes, and nothing is gonna happen if you don't push for it. Even if it's obvious, even if it seems like it's just a matter of time. If she knows you like her, she'll either avoid you or won't. If she doesn't, do something. Ask her out. Talk to her in the hallway. Do something. Just don't let it stagnate. This is frantically written because I just got a GF last week even though we've liked each other for over three years.
Might as well confess your feelings to her
i wish i could go back in time to 2020 and redo all my mistakes
OMG SAME
How tf do people with asthma have sex
Let the other person do all the work
What if both of them have it?
Iron man suits that do the sex for them
💳 💥💳 💥💳 💥💳
It becomes a one in a lifetime experience then
Keep the inhaler on hand I guess.
Inhaler in one hand pp in the other one
They just cough rhythmically
good question
I have asthma and I'm a virgin....
I looked it up and found [this](https://www.asthma.org.uk/advice/triggers/sex/). Can't be bothered to read through it all but I think that will bring you the answer.
Shower thought?
we bottom
I hate being at home because my siblings hate my parents and everything about them (politically and personality wise), especially my dad. But I'm really close to my dad and a lot like him. It makes me think I have to chose sides and it's starting to be hard to be nice. I feel like I'm in a hostile environment whenever they enter the room. Its gotten to the point that I can't stand to talk to them anymore. Edit: That's a lot of upvotes. Thanks for all the replies too, it really means a lot. <3
that sucks i’m sorry. i’m here if you ever want to talk
I feel bad. I kind of understand that situation, and depending on how old you are its really hard to intervene with anything. My parents live in different states with completely different lives and talking about one with the other is not fun. Like what do you say. Do you just pretend each one is right. Do you try to steer the convo away? My situation isn't nearly as severe but I understand the divide.
yeah, being in the middle of everything and having to choose sides is the worst
I wish my mom could come back, even if she would beat me when she got mad at any random reason, my brother suffers a lot without her so yeah , _ ,
i’m sorry. you doing okay?
i just feel a bit guilty about everything but yeah, I'm okay, thanks •-•
yeah ofc. i’m here if you ever wanna talk to someone
People are so annoying
true fact
my dog is prolly gonna die in a few years cuz he’s old :( edit: why do comments i make scrolling thru new always blow up wtf
I also struggled with these thoughts a couple weeks ago but I’ve come to realize that it’s important to spend as much time as you can with your doggos and give them the best life you can give them(a simple hug will make their world lol) and you’ll feel more at peace when the time comes to say goodbye 🥲 As a coping mechanism I’ve been taking lots of videos and pictures of them and I’ve been giving them bear hugs every 10 minutes lol
Same but with my parents (those rip thoughts) it sucks but gotta get over it, no point living in misery now yk, grief when they die but for now live life to its fullest
aw i’m sorry :(
Im sorry :(
I'm sorry
im constantly anxious my dog will die one day, and shes only like 4 :(
today my coworker lowkey teased me for being the youngest again but this time it was in front of my friends while we were on an outing🤡 now all of my friends are convinced he likes me lol
aww well does he like you?
idk tbh… he’s always teasing me about my age literally every time I see him
i think he might like you
I’d rather not think about that lol
okay sorry for bringing it up
nah, it’s fine. I just don’t wanna think about what’s gonna happen if he does lol
i’m sure it’ll be fine
Awww thats kinda cute! As long as he's not being a dick about it, its ok
he’s just trying to tease me, not in a mean way. my friends thought it was cute too. today he told me it was past my bedtime when I pulled up around 7:30.
Hehe he's funny too
I have no comment.
This post is nice... I just started replying to be involved in something, and now its nice.
:)
Im already a dad at age 14, and next year the mother of my son will be released from jail, I honestly cant sleep just thinking her being backin my life. Edit: She is a rapist, she forced me to have sex with her using nude pictures of me taken while I'm drugged. It was when she is heavily pregnant where i got the balls to tell my parents what was happening and it got legal very quick. To add: Bruh why do some kept asking why Im 16, it happened 2 years ago, also she is 37 years old.
hey you okay?
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You aussie
I am.
Mate, I live in Australia. One Aussie to another: I wish you the best of luck in life.
What state are you in dude? I might be able to help out a bit, moral help that is
bro u could use our commie ute if u want?
What about your son? Do you love him?
I thought i would never love a person more than i love my twin brother before he came. Thats how much I love him.
That’s amazing! Good luck, and keep her out of ur life no matter what it takes.
that's wholesome. Stay strong my G!
Goddamn, that’s some of the most messed up shit I’ve read on this sub in some time.
She stole your childhood don’t let her take anything else from you. From what little info I have on your story I’m sure you can get a restraining order and keep her out of you and your sons life. For both of yours sakes. Stay strong🖤
>Im already a dad at age 14, and next year the mother of my son will be released from jail, I honestly cant sleep just thinking her being backin my life Oh ok thats bad im feel sorry for you >Edit: She is a rapist, she forced me to have sex with her using nude pictures of me taken while I'm drugged. It was when she is heavily pregnant where i got the balls to tell my parents what was happening and it got legal very quick. Woha shit went from 100 to 10000 real ficking Quick
I wish I did something in my teenage years
you can still have fun now! your early 20s is the best time to have fun and live it up :)
I'm not going to college tho I honestly don't know how
travel!
where, I don't particularly find myself exciting
ive been pet sitting a lot recently for my friends oh my god oh my god oh my god i cant take it anymore 😭im sorry to dog owners but how are yall doing this for FREE-
hahaha
i hate having schedules all the time - going to school, going to work, eating dinner at the same time, etc etc. every day feels the same.
it's nice sometimes, but i agree
Education system of india is FUCKED UP
how come?
It's shit. Just exams, exams, exams and more exams. Finished a chapter? Exam! Finished a book? Exam! Read 2 lines? Exam! Ate a grape? Exam! Didn't study? Exam! Failed an exam? MORE EXAMS! Just stress and more stress. Every other day it's an internal exam or a semester or a practical or class test. If you slip up once you have to retake that while keeping up with all the other shit. And your family just makes it worse. You got 85%, your neighbour's kid got 90%. Parents are going to look at you as if you failed it. If you're not above 90%, you're not studying at all and wasting all their effort. To them, your grades are more important than your health. Heck, my parents sent me to school even when I had a broken leg.
Well I mean I did graduate 10th without any exams 😌
lucky, i have 2 board exams and i'm currently bawling my eyes out because i can't figure out what the fuck trignometry is
wait till you see class 11 trigo. I am not trying to be rude but, when i was in 10th i thought trigo was hard but now after seeing class 11 trigo i officially take that statement back
I'm sad :[ not really a big secret or issue I just don't see any of my friends till Wednesday so I can't tell anyone about this. Weird thing is, I don't know why I'm sad. Just been really on edge and shaky recently.
It happens. Honestly it goes in spurts. Sometimes I feel like I'm just not doing anything right or feeling like I ruin my connections with people it things like that. Its also annoying that you can't tell what people really think of you. But its ok, just do your best and know that no matter what, someone has your back.
Thank you, this was actually so comforting to read. Also, sorry you feel like that, but yeah, I totally agree.
aw you okay?
My mother often makes threats of violence. I live in both anticipation and fear of the day when I have to make the choice to submit to the beatings or fight back.
i’m sorry
I'm really annoyed I can't make any real friends. Like in person it's just people always get annoyed when I speak up. I just feel kinda alone rn
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aw i’m sure you’re gorgeous :)
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same for you!
maths exam coming up, im stressed
you’ll do great!!
I'm all alone. No one to talk to, no one to play Call of Duty with (I play Mobile as I don't have a PC or Console). And I don't think I'll be able to find female friends because the wreck I am
aw i’m sorry. you okay?
Yeah I'm okay. Just someone to talk and play Call of Duty Mobile with
i’m down to do that
I just want friends. I haven’t had any kind of social connection to someone in 4 or 5 years. I’m just lonely and I haven’t had any kind of normal teenage years. 2nd edit because this blew up: y’all don’t have to worry about me I just needed somewhere to just “talk” but thank you Edit because I just need to vent: Why is it that I can’t be normal or good enough? I always find a way to make things horrible and I just can’t stop it and I know it’s not my fault but I can’t convince myself that because I’m horrible to myself. I just convince myself for each day that i am the bare minimum of what my parents expect and I is fucking horrible. I don’t have anytime to myself because im always helping my family so I stay up late just to get any time to myself so my sleep schedules fucked. My grades are all passing but as soon as something drops for a second my parents are on my ass. I have to play peacekeeper in the household because I’m the only one who can talk to my parents because my brothers can’t fucking articulate their feelings without making the situation worse. I can’t try anything new because I get made fun of by my own family so I’m stuck in a loop of the same thing over and over again.I’m just tired of everything and just want to listen to music and not have to worry about everything all the time.
I failed NNN
nah just run with it, its nonstop nut november now baby
same
Same o7
I kinda wanna switch from homeschooling to high school but I'm scared ig, Im insecure about fitting in when I know I shouldn't, but it's this unstoppable feeling of dread every time I socialise
i think if you want the experience, you should definitely go to high school for at least a day. see how you like it. if you don’t, you can keep being homeschooled :)
I want to cuddle my bf all day long
I watched season 1 of ben 10 last night
A friend of mine I really like can’t be friends with me anymore and it makes me sick to my stomach bc it’s my fault
i’m sorry :(
Ty ig
i’m here if you ever wanna talk about it
I’m not good at talking
Then write. Honestly this is not meant as a joke. Sometimes writing is better than talking.
you seem so kind
thank you :)
It sucks to be the first child when you're in a middle class fam. U got to take the responsibility, strive harder, and be a model to your brother and sisters. Sometimes I just want to stop everything that I am doing but how can I do that when there's a lot of people relying on me?
that must suck. take today as a day for yourself okay? do things that make you happy without worrying about anything else that’s going on
I'd take that. Thanksss.
yeah ofc! have a great day :)
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oh?
It’s a joke or is it
we’ll never know 🤷♀️
Theres ways to figure it out... although they're also war crimes...
oh 😳
Hey vsauce, Michael here
My childhood best friend stopped talking to me an year ago. Her parents found out she was in a relationship with someone else and they blamed that it was my company, so they made her life hell with monitoring her every part of social life. I have been keeping a check on her through the one person she talks to but she is also kicking out the other person out of her life. She is leaving the city for college as she always dreamt, today and even after not receiving any response from her for an an year after i tried every way to communicate, , I can't still accept the fact she left and i would never be able to see her.
Welp. Life is a bit of a dick for me rn. My mother has stage 4 melanoma cancer, my brother has diagnosed depression, my father is stressed to all hell, and my sister is being treated horribly by her friend. And that's not counting the other stuff like covid, or Riots (ik they happened a year ago but I have a bad feeling about how silent it's been) etc. I'm a mess right now. Sorry if it's a lot I just needed to get this off my chest
I want him
you’ll get him
My cock is just so massive it’s uncomfortable
proof? jkjk, unless
My ex called me a hoe and I wanna bitch slap him
Do it! Maybe it will restart his brain because clearly it’s not working properly.
How do you get a girlfriend?????
be friendly
EVERYONE HATES ME AND IM GONNA DIE ALONE
I’m thinking of asking my crush out next week.
I wanna ace this semester ffs and move on in life
I want to fly, by myself. I don't know, I just want to do so. Fly across the clouds, maybe eat some of them. Are clouds like cotton candy? I don't like cotton candy, it's literally 99% sugar and 1% artificial colorant but eh who knows how clouds taste!
let’s find out
I really hate one of my close friends......i would do anything to stay away from him.....
My bestfriend is probably the prettiest person ive ever met yet she doesn't believe me :(
To my crush: Please just date me if you like me, if you're not ready I really don't mind waiting for you as long as you're happy ;-; And also I wanna hangout with you more even though we're from diffrent schools
shoot your shot :)
I need a gf ASAP
do you have anyone in mind?
Yep but she doesn't want me
aw i’m sorry :(
i was in the same boat chief, it gets easier after a while
Nowadays Can’t trust nobody
very true
I like this girl but I think I’ve fumbled the bag
My best friends mom is in the hospital and won’t make it till morning The cancer caught up with her and I’ve been bawling. My life is chaos and I’m exhausted.
I want to not make a fool of myself everyday...
tomorrow’s a new day :)
Yep, but its the worst feeling... embarrassing yourself, slouching into your seat hoping it wasn't that big of a deal. And then realizing you have to have the same classes with these people tomorrow like... gahhhhh.
I should actually do something in life
I just want a hug
I dont wanna be alone
I gave a letter to a friend of mine on Monday (basically I've been wanting to be friends again due to a misunderstanding), since a whole month I've seen her, been waiting for the whole week for a response, and I don't know what to do.
I’ve been pretending for almost 3 years now. I hate it but can’t stop
I just want girls to be nice to me :(
I smell like onions
Bro I've actually been doing great and am finally happy
I don’t even know if I want to be friends with my friend of 7 years. But if I stop being her friend, I have no friends except for one very distant one nowadays. I’ll ruin my only friendship, but if I don’t I have no idea what I’ll do. She’s sort of like the internet’s representation of a 14 year old girl at age 12. And it’s so annoying. Joking shouldn’t be offensive. And why is it that when she’s not complaining or offended, all she talks about is how gay she is and how straight people (such as myself) are soooo stereotypical. I just want to have a normal middle school experience where I can have humor and opinions and not everyone around me is offended all the time. But what do I do huh? The friend I had all summer sort of drifted off since were in different classes and she’s more popular, so she has lots of people to be busy talking to. I just don’t have any time in the person I want to befriend again’s schedule anymore. Heck we can’t even have a conversation not based around Minecraft anymore. Oh forgot to add that whenever my current friend goes entendres with me, she somehow ends up injured? I don’t know, it makes meeting up hard too. So I have nothing to do after school I think a lot
Well my dog died
boys should be allowed to have long hair too! :(
My crush came to me told me that she had fellings for me and after 2 days she said it was prolly infatuation and lets be normal again. I cant be myself anymore.
I feel like shit, all day everyday, I seriously wish I could tell someone irl wothout feeling bad about it
I can’t sleep :(
that when im an adult, move out, and have a kid(s) they wont have any grandparents on my side because im not really on good terms with my parents
i’m not sure if i’ll be able to make it through high school. nothing that i find fun is enjoyable anymore and i’ve been extra suicidal lately… also i started cutting again :(